What Kind of Jew am I?
December 31, 2008
Jewish Living
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by Chaim I have been struggling lately about where I fit in the Jewish world and thought the RJ Blog would be a good place to discuss this. I think the reason I have been struggling is because I seem to sort of float between Orthodox and Reform in my religious practice and understanding of Torah. I basically believe the Torah was given to Moses at Sinai by G-d, but not dictated 'word for word'. But rather the ideas and methods in which to connect to G-d were given to (or discovered by) Moses, passed down through the generations, and eventually written down as the Torah we know today. I believe the Torah to be sort of a 'mystical code' of sorts written in simple language to convey deeper metaphysical ideas and concepts.
Thus, we perform the mitzvot, not because 'G-d commanded them' (the Orthodox view) nor should we abstain (if we want to) because the Torah is simply human-made (the Reform view). But rather the mitzvot are ways in which we can connect to G-d, or more specifically, they are designed to correct certain 'flaws' in us that prohibit us from drawing closer to G-d. So there may be certain aspects of my existence that are already 'corrected' and therefore I don't 'need' to perform the mitzvah geared towards corrrecting that particular 'flaw', but I may have other areas that 'need work' and so I will need to perform the mitzvot designed to correct those flaws. Does that make sense?
I think if we take a severe liberal point of view, we could fall in danger of succumbing to the thought - why be Jewish at all? What does Judaism offer that is different from other spiritual paths if it completely originated in humans? I can be ethical without identifying with Judaism. I might as well meditate in an ashram somewhere. However, neither can I accept the Torah word for word in the fundamentalist sense because by default I will need to enter into the world of 'black-hat' Orthdoxy. Does this make sense?
So right now I can't subscribe to a complete Reform point of view because honestly, I don't agree with all of it. But neither can I subscribe to Orthodox for the same reasons. Thus, my struggle.
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On Mitzvot you write: "But rather the mitzvot are ways in which we can connect to G-d, or more specifically, they are designed to correct certain 'flaws' in us that prohibit us from drawing closer to G-d. So there may be certain aspects of my existence that are already 'corrected' and therefore I don't 'need' to perform the mitzvah geared towards corrrecting that particular 'flaw', but I may have other areas that 'need work' and so I will need to perform the mitzvot designed to correct those flaws."
I would say this is pretty much the Reform view and yes it makes sense.